Judge my top 5 songs. thats not rap.? is there something wrong with me im a 22 male?

Why would you care so much about what other people think about your musical taste? Are they so shallow as to judge a person based on that? If so they are the kind of people worth hanging out with. If you care that much about what others think you're going to spend all of your time trying to make other people happy and not making yourself happy.